Incomplete

Honestly, today was one of the most disappointing days I ever had.
Well, it's past midnight, so I suppose yesterday.
Everything didn't turn out how I hoped for and needless to say, I feel like bleh.

So I guess I'll skip to the most important part...
The news.
Receiving the news straightforward, actually did hurt...but I don't know.
I'm in more of disbelief for some reason. Can't believe everything just fell apart like that.
I'm used to things not working out when it comes to girls and stuff, but it's hard to deal with it every time.
I guess I haven't done the best in keeping girls who I've liked close to me, it's always awkward at first...but with her, I don't want that anymore.
During the talk, it was rather awkward...very uncomforting, but at the same time, in a way...the talk helped us grow.

I'm sorry, I made things awkward...and I'm sorry that I still can't accept everything yet, eventually I will...but for now...
You're still special to me.

The talk went for a while, but at the end...I guess we were able to end on good terms. Good enough terms to go to the movies and chill, however that didn't happen...
So it felt really incomplete at the end
I hope you still wanna go, =/.