Today...
Actually might have been worse than yesterday.
I wish I could say that girls don't phase me. But I can't, this whole situation has been stuck in mind ever since, and it's slowly starting to take a toll on me.
Now that I think about it, I don't really think that we'll ever be "friends"...
From the start, I feel like we never built that foundation...so when it comes down to this, I think everything kinda crumbled and now we're back at the whole, just a person in the same dance group...which is really saddening.
It doesn't feel right to call, text, or whatever anymore, until I see her.
And I know it's going to be a while till I do...and it's still going to be awkward.
Man, eff it. Eff my life.
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