Decisions

I guess I'll start this entry saying that we all make decisions in life everyday. Sometimes the choices we make are right and sometimes wrong, but every little choice that you choose is personal and it's up to the individual.

A random topic, I know...but it just came to my head while I was thinking of a small decision to make, what to do? Well anyways, it was a small issue for a little bit until I thought deeply about it, then I realized that, every decision I have made so far in my life had meaning and it impacts the way I live my life now.

Overall, I feel like I've made more good decisions than bad ones or I probably wouldn't be in such a clean state. However, people make bad decisions all the time...and I do the same.

I'd like to finish this entry up by speaking on the best and worst decisions I've made in my life.

The worst decision I've made in my life would have to be all the times when I looked down on myself and "decided" that I wasn't good enough at anything. This resulted in many embarrassments, waste of time, and humiliation. What I'm really trying to say is that, for a long time...I thought that I would never good enough or noone would ever see me as good enough. And the outcome of the super long relationship made me realize, that I did waste my time...I wasted a lot. Confidence is what is really needed these days and now, I do have a lot of it. And it's not much to talk about it here, but I will. I wasted my commitment, my time, my charm, my intelligence, my determination, and my heart on that. There are so many good-hearted people out there and I am proud as hell, to say that I am one of them. I don't deserve people like that in my life, I only deserve what's best for me.

And my best decision in my life, would be...that right there.